Maybe it's because it's 01:45, or maybe it's me overthinking things, but I can't seem to understand something. This is going to get vague, so don't worry if you can't follow a word I'm saying, I just need to vent for a minute.
I tend to rationalize things. Not in the sense that I try and make wrong things right through justification, rather I try and understand other viewpoints from a rational standpoint. That is where I am failing, and have been failing for a little while now. In trying to understand certain concerns I have gathered evidence and multiple viewpoints to rationalize certain behaviours. Granted I'm missing a viewpoint, but that's part of the problem too. The main problem I am coming across is that I find no rational explanation for the behaviour.
Now some would say, "You aren't dealing with a rational person." That is a point to which, in some sense, I agree. My problem is that I cannot accept lack of rationality for long-term problems. Lack of rationality in humans is a short term problem, if it is not a short term problem it may be time for Mr. Baker to step in. Really, you may be in the grip of a sociopath, but can you, in good conscience, continue to ignore the facts so to justify your own bad behaviour?
Is this the place for this dialogue? No. I know it is not. At this point I have no other choice. I like to enjoy things, and I truly enjoy reconcilliation. Will this help? Doubt it. I sure wish it would. I didn't have anything to do with this to begin with, but somehow I'm caught in the middle again.
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2 comments:
Add me to the confused list. Hope everything works out soon.
Thanks. It's all good and will work out. Nothing to worry about, just letting off some steam.
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